To be able to have peace u need to keep an open mind , if a barn is full then so is life ,even apples have two colors but an apple never falls far from a tree ,maybe tomorrow ? Who knows I guess u need to wait and see ! Never run , sit , watch , take it in , then baby steps ! who said am trying to make sence ? So as ur off to bed count ur blessings people coz that's what keeps me going !